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March 13 SoM3 ReL@TiOnSHiPs 4Re So CoMPLiC@TeD!!!!Sigh!! What do guys, actually, want from their girlfriends? I have no idea.. Do they want us, girlfriends to be happy or miserable whenever we are with them? That, I also have no idea. 1) Guys want their girlfriends to depend and spend on their own. 2) Guys want their girlfriends to be pretty and smart-looking. 3) Girls want lots of surprises from their boyfriends. 4) Some girls felt that they are used by their boyfriends as a prize or a trophy in front of people. 5) It’s always girls-in-love who have to start a conversation with their boyfriends. 6) Guys prefer to hang out with their pals than their own girlfriends. 7) Guys hate wasting their time, shopping with their girlfriends and get tired easily. 8) Girls want to go window-shopping to spend time together with their “unwillingly” boyfriends. 9) When the girls asked to go for a university’s social activity, they would say that they are lazy, tired and too sleepy to join such things. 10) Guys would think that these activities are nonsense and immature and that there are better things to do than joining the university’s activities. 11) Girls want to join such activities to spend time together with their boyfriends while they are on duty during the activities. Sigh!! Friends of mine would always tell me (ever since I was in Primary 6) that “boyfriends come and go, but friendships last forever”. In my case, it’s different because it seems like my boyfriend stays with me and my friendship with most of my close friends did not last forever at all. Sigh!! What trouble do friends bring to me, anyway? Again, I have no idea.. My LAN exams just ended and I hope that I can pass this time because I really hate to fail and repeat another subject AGAIN!! Most of my closest friends aren’t really that close with me anymore ever since I’m with my boyfriend. Sigh!! I really hate to lose a friend. It’s even worse if I lose my boyfriend cause you, really, can’t love your friends as much as you love your boyfriend. Sigh!! I really do not know what to say. Some relationships, either it is love or friendship, are really complicated!! ARGHHHH!!!!December 15 So Damn Stressful!!!!It has been a stressful moment this week, especially when my boyfriend is going to Kuala Lumpur soon. I bet he is so damn happy when he's there, where as for me, I'm stuck in boring city of Kuching (if you can call that a "city") with 3 tests and assignments to think about during the season of Christmas when everyone is busy shopping to buy presents and ingresients to bake cakes. Haiz!! So boring Christmas this year...I have to study for my LAN semester during other people's holidays...Plus, I'm in KUCHING! Oh, wow! What a "PERFECT" way to celebrate Christmas this year!!! I'm so PSYCHED!!! Ewwww....!!!! Haiz..I think I've got to go! So fucking damn stressful, especially when you can't spend time shopping in KL during Christmas with your family and boyfriend. I'm also so sad when I felt that my boyfriend wasn't that anxious to see me this evening when I went to see him at the lobby. Some more, he didn't even look at me and say "I love you, honey, but I'm late!" or "I love you, honey. Sorry that I can't accompany you until you go home coz I'm running late to class. Bye, honey. Muazz!" I wanted to cry when he just chatted away with his friends in the elevator and ignored me when I said "Goodbye" to him. Well YEAH!! HE'S GOING TO HAVE A HELL LOT OF FUN IN KL, JOHOR AND SINGAPORE DURING CHRISTMAS SEASON UNLIKE ME, STUCK IN A BORING CITY OF KUCHING!!!!! SO WHY SHOULD HE CARE ABOUT ME WHEN FUN IS COMING TO HIM SOONER THAN HE THOUGHT? Suddenly, I felt like Swinburne is not my home anymore unlike what I felt when I was in first semester. *SOB*SOB* I'm crying like hell right now. So STAY AWAY!!! November 05 Love is so damn weird!! Still, it's one of the important element in the World!Most ppl would say that love is very important. I don't know. It's pretty weird for me, once I got a real love relationship with my boyfriend. My boyfriend and I love each other when we first started our relationship. We did a lot of things together and we always go somewhere together. I would feel lonely whenever he's not around and I tend to miss him a lot and get mad if he ever come late to go out with me. But that is, of course, because I love him, I miss him and I really need to see him. Sigh!! Do men understand what it feels like to miss someone for a long time? NooOOOOOoo!! Sometimes, I feel as if love disguise under the mask of playful mind whenever I was treated like that. Arghhhh...Why am I so sleepy? I'll continue on with my blog tonight. See ya.
<To be continued....> November 04 Hols of Boredom!!I had finished exams on last Saturday, September the 29th and I had to register for my summer semester on the 31st of October. It was really packed when I registered myself for summer semester. Then, I went to have lunch at my boyfriend's house. After that day, we supposed to have holiday for a week until we start our summer semester. But seriously, during this 7-days of holiday really bored me to death. There is nothing much to do during this holiday. Nothing but lying down on the bed and eat. I had an argument with my boyfriend yesterday. Now, I'm getting too weak to argue with him anymore. I'm always the loser in the end of our argument. How I wish I could go out for shopping or watching movies at the cinema. That will be fun. But of course, who would want to send me to the mall or the cinema? I don't think my parents would even want to send me to spend my money shopping and watching movies. Sigh!! My life is so incredibly pathetic..Wel, half of my life. I don't want someone to feel as if he was mocked or something. Arghh.....!!!! How I wish I have a car and drive somewhere where it entertains me. Sigh!! I forgot that this place is Kuching. Kuching has no interesting place to go or enjoy. Soon, on the 7th of November, I'm going to start my summer semester and get to meet my friends again since we registered ourselves in the same classes; both lectures and tutorials. It's good to be in school again, rather than staying at home with nothing to do. Well, one of my favourite series is going to start soon. I guess I better stop here at this very moment before my annoying little brother attack my laptop. See ya.
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