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December 15 So Damn Stressful!!!!It has been a stressful moment this week, especially when my boyfriend is going to Kuala Lumpur soon. I bet he is so damn happy when he's there, where as for me, I'm stuck in boring city of Kuching (if you can call that a "city") with 3 tests and assignments to think about during the season of Christmas when everyone is busy shopping to buy presents and ingresients to bake cakes. Haiz!! So boring Christmas this year...I have to study for my LAN semester during other people's holidays...Plus, I'm in KUCHING! Oh, wow! What a "PERFECT" way to celebrate Christmas this year!!! I'm so PSYCHED!!! Ewwww....!!!! Haiz..I think I've got to go! So fucking damn stressful, especially when you can't spend time shopping in KL during Christmas with your family and boyfriend. I'm also so sad when I felt that my boyfriend wasn't that anxious to see me this evening when I went to see him at the lobby. Some more, he didn't even look at me and say "I love you, honey, but I'm late!" or "I love you, honey. Sorry that I can't accompany you until you go home coz I'm running late to class. Bye, honey. Muazz!" I wanted to cry when he just chatted away with his friends in the elevator and ignored me when I said "Goodbye" to him. Well YEAH!! HE'S GOING TO HAVE A HELL LOT OF FUN IN KL, JOHOR AND SINGAPORE DURING CHRISTMAS SEASON UNLIKE ME, STUCK IN A BORING CITY OF KUCHING!!!!! SO WHY SHOULD HE CARE ABOUT ME WHEN FUN IS COMING TO HIM SOONER THAN HE THOUGHT? Suddenly, I felt like Swinburne is not my home anymore unlike what I felt when I was in first semester. *SOB*SOB* I'm crying like hell right now. So STAY AWAY!!! November 04 Hols of Boredom!!I had finished exams on last Saturday, September the 29th and I had to register for my summer semester on the 31st of October. It was really packed when I registered myself for summer semester. Then, I went to have lunch at my boyfriend's house. After that day, we supposed to have holiday for a week until we start our summer semester. But seriously, during this 7-days of holiday really bored me to death. There is nothing much to do during this holiday. Nothing but lying down on the bed and eat. I had an argument with my boyfriend yesterday. Now, I'm getting too weak to argue with him anymore. I'm always the loser in the end of our argument. How I wish I could go out for shopping or watching movies at the cinema. That will be fun. But of course, who would want to send me to the mall or the cinema? I don't think my parents would even want to send me to spend my money shopping and watching movies. Sigh!! My life is so incredibly pathetic..Wel, half of my life. I don't want someone to feel as if he was mocked or something. Arghh.....!!!! How I wish I have a car and drive somewhere where it entertains me. Sigh!! I forgot that this place is Kuching. Kuching has no interesting place to go or enjoy. Soon, on the 7th of November, I'm going to start my summer semester and get to meet my friends again since we registered ourselves in the same classes; both lectures and tutorials. It's good to be in school again, rather than staying at home with nothing to do. Well, one of my favourite series is going to start soon. I guess I better stop here at this very moment before my annoying little brother attack my laptop. See ya.
<To be continued.....> |
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